Somewhere in between I have feelings for you. I can’t name them. Not with you. Not without you. I don’t care about you. I do.One step forward. Two steps back. Probably more.We love each other. We hate each other. More hate. We need it. We hurt each other. Just not when I’m with you. You want me. I’m selfish. You hurt me. I love you. You push me away. I’m not sure. You and me. |
Irgendwo dazwischen Ich habe Gefühle für dich. Ich kann sie nicht benennen. Nicht mit dir. Nicht ohne dich. Du bist mir egal. Bist du nicht.Einen Schritt nach vorne. Zwei zurück. Wahrscheinlich mehr.Wir lieben uns. Wir hassen uns. Mehr hassen. Das brauchen wir. Wir tun uns weh. Nur nicht wenn ich bei dir bin. Du willst mich. Ich bin egoistisch. Du tust mir weh. Ich liebe dich. Du stößt mich weg. Ich bin mir nicht sicher. Du und ich. |
- Oh, spring, you are wonderful. 💕 I love getting up and seeing a blue sky, feeling the sun on my skin while sitting on my balcony with the doggy, sipping my tea. 🌞 But I admit, I usually don't wear this fancy robe and I am not a morning person. Good weather makes it a lot better though. 🌷I really, really, really miss going on adventures. 😫 In a normal non-pandemic world, what would you do? I would definitely be planning and booking some trips, exploring new places but mainly meeting up with the people I love and give them a biiiig hug. 💕Well, it sure has been a while since posting anything on my feed. I had zero motivation and also didn't really feel like having anything to share. I usually post about adventures like my travels or trips to someplace fun with my friends but it's pretty much all still off the table, so I thought about sharing just my regular life with you. 😊Starting into another day of watching the election coverage on @cnn non-stop. It's just insane, I can barely sleep, and I don't even live it the States anymore. But seeing how close Biden is to winning gives me hope, although it's also super scary how many people voted for Trump. I hope for everyone in America to stay strong, to stay safe and maybe next year, the country can start healing. ❤After a rather annoying week and a call informing me that I won't get an apartment I really wanted, spending a Sunday afternoon with my bestie and godson was exactly what I needed. They took my mind off things, made me smile and I loved every minute of it. 💕Ever since we adopted grandma's dog, the two of us have become best friends and I try to take him to as many outings as possible. He is my whole heart and he gives me so much joy, it's insane. 🐶 We're home alone for the weekend and it's supposed to constantly rain, so we're just gonna have lots of cuddles and I wouldn't have it any other way. 💕