Goodbye, May and June,
and, hello, July. There go another two months, and I still suck at writing. I should probably create a challenge or something for myself, like Blogtober but for the summer. Does anyone have ideas? If I’m honest, I do have the time, I just love hanging around, doing nothing but watching TV shows. I keep binging one after another. Currently watching The Bold Type and loving it. For some reason, I can’t seem to get my act together. I’m lame. Sorry, not sorry.
I was scheduled to jump out of a plane today, but unfortunately, it got canceled. I’ve always wanted to go skydiving, and my friends gave me a gift certificate for my 30th birthday. Which was three years ago. I kinda chickened out for some time, but I would regret not doing it. So last year, when I was ready, everything was already fully booked. This year, I planned on jumping in April, but that got canceled due to Covid, and then I rescheduled for July, and well, the company filed for bankruptcy, so nothing is happening anymore. I don’t know – maybe it’s a sign from the universe. It just wasn’t meant to be.
I do hope I’ll get the money from the gift certificate, though. I would buy myself something nice. Still want to go skydiving, though, but preferably with someone joining me. Someday, I may meet an adventurous guy, and we could do this on vacation. That would be the dream. But for now, no jumping for me.
Anyway, what about the last two months. I honestly don’t have much to write about. My life is still super boring. Covid numbers are a lot better, and lots of things are currently possible, but I’m just still not in the mood. I also love self-sabotaging, so that’s that. There were a few little get-togethers with my friends but nothing major. Chilling outside, walks – the usual. I feel like whenever I write these posts, I pretty much always write the same things.
My life is like groundhog day. I work a lot, watch TV shows, obsess over my dog, hang out with my mom, do too much online shopping – I bought myself a fabulous hot pink Moschino bag that killed my bank account a little, but I’ve always wanted one – let my apartment get totally chaotic and then hate everything and get into housewife mode, mope around, write to-do-lists, eat a lot, occasionally see a friend, go to the supermarket here and there, and all these other super interesting things. I live such a rockstar life. It’s insane. Totally worth writing a monthly post about it.
And don’t even get me started on the weather. My favorite thing to complain about. There have been super hot days that really had me miss my old basement room, now that I have a top-floor apartment. Fans helped a little. There have been super rainy days, and the doggy and I had to take shelter at the park several times. Super annoying. And temperatures have been going up and down like a roller-coaster. I will never get rid of my cold.
Now let me tell you something more interesting. Mom and I booked a little vacation for September, and I am so excited. I can’t stop obsessing over it and just keep googling everything, printing out all the info I can find, and am already annoying my mom by telling her about all of it, over and over again. We are also taking the doggy, which I am really excited about. I love having him with me everywhere.
We’re staying in Germany, and I never really did a vacation in my own country before. I love traveling abroad, but I don’t feel comfortable doing that yet. So we’re doing a road trip to the North Sea, and I’m counting down the days. I hope we’ll be able to do it. In these times, you never know when everything goes to hell again. But I’ll try to stay positive because this is going to be so much fun, and it just has to happen. I need at least one week off from work where I don’t just sleep and mope around.
So that’s basically it. Nothing super interesting, but that’s just the way it is. I have good days and bad ones, and that’s fine. Always trying to get myself up and motivated again. Let’s see what the new month brings. Definitely not a jump out of a plane.
Tons of love,
Books I loved
♡ Matt Haig – The Midnight Library
♡ Candice Carty-Williams – Queenie
♡ Stephenie Meyer – Midnight Sun
Eurovision Song Contest ♡ my new Moschino bag ♡ good books ♡ finally getting my first vaccine ♡ red velvet cake ♡ good Chinese food ♡ Dr. Spencer Reid ♡ BBQ ♡ planning a vacation ♡ Disney deliveries ♡ my godson’s laughter ♡ The Bold Type ♡ visiting grandma ♡ pasta salad ♡ time with friends ♡ hanging out with my mom ♡ those popping toys for de-stressing ♡ being productive ♡ watermelon ♡