Well, here we are. It’s mid-Blogtober, and I am struggling. Maybe it’s just this week with more going on than usual and also not always feeling great. I knew it would be a challenge, especially cause I wasn’t very well prepared. But there is no going back now. Giving up is just not an option. So I thought, I’d just share my current feelings with you.
I’m definitely enjoying the writing, and I’ve already come across new fun blogs, just because of being more active with the blog and on social media. It’s always nice to communicate with others, find inspiration on each other’s blogs, and just having a good time with all of it. I also have plenty of ideas, but even though they’re there, sometimes, I just don’t feel like writing the post. Which sounds weird, but I just have to feel it.
So yesterday, and also today, I’m just not feeling any of it. Too many things going on in my head that I’m stressing out about, I guess. But I’m sure I’ll get back into it. Planning on having a nice and chill Saturday night today with movies and junk food, and I’m sure, I’ll come up with something.
This time around, I’m mostly struggling with taking photos. I prefer taking my own but just can’t come up with good ideas. And the weather outside is just terrible, the light sucks, etc. So I’m mostly using lots of comic-me pictures from an app and whatever I got on my computer. I think that went better the last time I did Blogtober. Although, I remember struggling then as well, but more with writing. It’s just a lot.
Anyway, I’m going to continue trying my best. I’m grateful for everyone who has already stopped by for a read, left a nice comment, or shared my work on social media. It means a lot, and as long as people read my outpourings, I’m happy.
My posts so far: Hello Blogtober – Am I really doing this again? // Goodbye Summer (June-September) 2020 // Why Having a Burn Book Isn’t As Awful As It Sounds // Tinder Diaries: The One That Got Away // Mixtape #24 – All-Time Favorites // Photography: San Francisco #3 // If These Mattresses Could Talk // The Autumn Reading Tag // More Books I Want To Read // Random Ramblings #4 // All the Things I Miss About Traveling // Falling In and Out of Love With Blogging // Would You Rather…? – Fashion Edition // All the Things I Want to Be // Building My Own Biosphere // Listen and Write